"This is me. An ordinary teen that wish to be marvellous.
My name is Beh Tze Chyi, 16 going 17 next year. Someone who smiles a lot, laughs a lot. I blame a lot and curse a lot too.
But who cares, my bad temper drives out a lot of people, but it leaves the best ones behind.
I love myself for being who I am."
That's how I described myself on the day 348th day of 2013 (based on Dayre's).
I copied this cos I have no words to describe myself, I don't know how to describe myself.
And something I have to update here is, I was officially 17 years old 11 days before I start to write here. Before that, I got myself a new name, BRAYDEN. I want a name like this cos it's easier for people to recognise me and call me compared to "BEH TZE CHYI", don't you think? You can't pronounce it, isn't it?
Sorry but true, I'm still bad tempered and always depressed. I don't know why and I'm working hard to change it. I want to be a 'cation' of this world, I don't want to spread my negative charges around.
By the way, I grew up in a "Chinese" circumstances, so my English is not really good, I do a lot of grammar mistakes or maybe some vocabulary errors but please don't blame me for being dumb. However, any comments or guidances are always welcomed and appreciated.
It has no point to introduce my school and the place I live right?
Anyway, I'm living in a small town called Sungai Buloh that situated in Selangor of Malaysia. It's quite near to the capital city of Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur. :)
And I'm studying in a lame yet interesting school, SMK Bandar Baru Sungai Buloh. It's not bad but just sometimes I got fed up for something.
I do read some novels sometimes. I enjoy reading the non-fiction novels or maybe some meaningful poems, or anything that with abundance of emotions. I really enjoy it much cos sometimes it expresses my feelings that I don't know how to express.
And now, I would like to explain why I chose that three words for my blog title.
Basically, I just wanted something that can represent my personalities.
Did you noticed that "Bemoan. Tantalizing. Cryptic." started with alphabets "B", "T" and "C"?
Yeah, it's my name. :)
And why I chose those words?
BEMOAN
be·moan
biˈmōn/
verb
humorous
- 1.express discontent or sorrow over (something).
Google explained everything. It's kinda like groaning and moaning. As I mentioned, I cursed a lot, but the word "curse" is not suitable for my blog title, I supposed?
Just about any bad or annoying thing can be bemoaned. In fact, people love to bemoan how much other people are moaning and groaning about things!
TANTALIZING
tan·ta·lize
ˈtantlˌīz/
verb
gerund or present participle: tantalizing
- 1.torment or tease (someone) with the sight or promise of something that is unobtainable."such ambitious questions have long tantalized the world's best thinkers"
Yes, I tease a lot and I desiring of someone, maybe.
When something is tantalizing, it makes you want it, even if it's totally out of reach. An exciting movie trailer could be tantalizing if it makes you want to see the movie. A little part of a song can be tantalizing if it tempts you to hear more. Smells — when they're good smells — can be very tantalizing. Just walking through a good restaurant, smelling and looking at the food, is a tantalizing experience.
CRYPTIC
cryp·tic
ˈkriptik/
adjective
- 1.having a meaning that is mysterious or obscure."he found his boss's utterances too cryptic"
I might blog something mysterious or obscure, who knows?
"White bunny. Moon. Square." Do you understand what that means? Of course not! It's totally cryptic. Cryptic comments or messages are hard to understand because they seem to have a hidden meaning.
I think I have to stop now, I've been crapping so much. Thanks for those who willing to finish this, I guess no one will though. It's a new start for me.
"Live for yourself. Be the owner of your time."
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